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Matt's girlfriend Holly posts:
We want to have a hardcore show in Conyers..we need to know if anyone can have it at there house so just e-mail Matt at High5xstagedives@aol.com
thank you
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well i went to the laser show last night with holly, danielle, and saaid. there were alot of rednecks out there singing along with the songs during the show. i hate rednecks. i am not a big fan of american nightmare or whatever their name is, and thats why i didn't go last night. i heard it was fun but i don't think i would of had fun. i can't wait until sat. it will rock well i gotta go, i love you holly.
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well the show at camerons house was alot of fun. hungout with keegan afterwards. i am glad that him and hristian made up. saw osme really dumbass kids that i used to hangout with. i remembered why i stopped hanging out with them. yesterday i went to go watch as movie with holly, her sister, and her cousin. it was pretty good. we went to arbys after that then headed over to sherwood to ride the bumper cars and to see chase. i might move in with him but not to sure yet. i hate kids that think they know what straightedge is but really doesn't have any clue. i espeially hate the kids that don't know what it means and talks shit about it. if you can give me one decent reason why straightedge is dumb, you will get a cool kid sticker. but don't say anything if you are a fucking hypocrit, i don;t want to hear it. i love my friends and i love holly lynn.
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last night i went to the paid in blood and instilled show. it was alright, i was tired asfuck so i guess that was why it was just alright. i cant wait until tomorrow, someones going to get their head ripped the fuck off. this show is going to be so much fun. i also can't wait until tonight when i get to see holly. i love her alot. I WILL KICK WHOEVERS ASS THAT WAS TALKING SHIT TO JORDAN! i hate shit talkers. i also hate the fucking pussies that don't leave their name after their comments, which only means one thing, your a fucking pussy. the last time someone talk shit to my friend was at the conyers pavillion and we know good and well what happened that night. oh wait the pussies that were talking shit didn't even confront us, what a bunch of CUNT FLAPS. all the dumbass kids in conyers need to grow fucking balls and stand up for themselves.
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today i woke up at 10am and went to go pick up holly from school. we went to chickfila and hung out with kristen and mary. i saw an old friend from school, it was awesome. i saw tim and alex there to, i haven;t seen them in awhile. i hate the rain because it is so boring. everyone thinks the matrix is really good but i think it really sucks. tommorrow i get to hangout with holly, it will be so muh fun. i miss the atl. kids. im going to go make a suprise visit to them sat. night. the show sun. will be the bomb diggity. i love my boys in pib and i love holding on. does anyone want to go up to atl. sat. night and spend the night up there with me. holy shit i saw christian st. holmes today, i haven't seen that fucker in a long ass time. i am really stoked right now for some reason and i have no clue why. i can't wait until the 31st. i wish instilled was playing, they are really good but CHAMP sucks j/k. if you could have any shoes that has came out from the eighties to now, what would it be. mine would have to be either BK knights, reebok pumps, or LA gear light ups. if i had any pair of jeans that i use to have it would have to be a pair of jordache. if i had any nylon jump suit it would have to be a fila neon green and pink one. i was thinking about how i used to dress and it was so fucking funny.
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so i went to go see the matrix with holly. it sucked so bad that i couldn't understand why the same guys made a sucky ass movie. i hung out with holly alot last week and it was a blast. i can't wait until the 31st show here in my home town. im bringing a new name to the wreckin crew. i was suppose to hang out this past weekend with jordan, what happened bro. i called and you were at marshalls. i want to hangout with someone this weekend has to be sat. night. i went to the fun fair and it was fun. me, holly, and jennifer pretty much walked around making fun of all the rednecks. we rode a few rides, and saw some fucked up things. we had to all walk a mile back to my car and we all felt like shit. well i love her, i wish she new how much. ebing in love rules more than anything in this world. i love you
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damn the days of me keeping up my livejournal is getting further and further apart. let me think of what i have done lately. i went to breakfast with holly this morning, it was awesome. i love being in her presants. i had a talk with a friend about our friendship and let him know how i felt, hopefully we want have to have that conversation again. saturday night i was suppose to go hang out with cody p. and gene, but that didn't happen. im sitting at work bored again. i watched american choppers last night and it was amazing as usual. i was thinking about what i would buy if i won the mega millions.
1. west coast chopper
2. house
3. lake house
4. jet ski
5. a condo in colorado to go skiing
6. harley davidson edition F150
7. a house for my family
8. sport bike
9. have a straight edge compond built so where all my friends can live there.
10. start a record label
11. yacht
12. thats all i can think of
well im bored as fuck and if you would like to do something with me soon call me 770 402-8553
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alright im here sitting at work and bored as fuck. i have been thinking alot about friends lately. why do people change so much. i was thinking about what friends i had at this time last year. i have like two of the close friends that i had last year. i hung out with people that i thought were cool but apprently not. i never take my friendships for grannit. i love my friends and i work to keep them. why do people sell me out all the time. i hate sell outs. so thinking of that made me think of the friends that i have now. it makes me think i am going to be friends them next year or are they going to change completely. i try my best to be a close friend to alot of people and sometimes i might fell but i always seem to make up for it. sometimes i think if being friends with some people is even worth my time. life sucks it always finds a way to shit on you. it sucks that this is the way things happen. i want to fight someone, i haven't fought 1 on 1 in like a year. fuck i miss fighting, you get to let out so much stress on your opponets face.
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so, i haven't updated this in awhile. recently i got new tattoos. if you talked to me then you would know that i have them and if you don't tak to me then you can eat my brown eye. i like them alot though. last night i went to the hope conspiracy show with powell. i fuking hate driving in atlanta. i hate one way roads, i hate the cotton club, and i hate lee street. me and p diddy got lost for 45 min. trying to find the goddamn place. we had no money to get in so we borrowed. the show was good but dumb people there. i moshed so hard my zipper kept coming down. i love the atl. kids. i love holly. i love like two conyers kids, you know who you are. well i can't wait to see her again she is the coolest, i love you baby.
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003
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holy shit, i just found out that don't work fridaybcasue it is good friday. who gives ashit about good friday. even though i am not christian i will celebrate good friday. i will sure as hell have a good friday, right holly. today i was thinking about when gene lived with me practically for a month. i remembered how fucking lazy we were. we slept to atleast 2 every afternoon which was the shit. then we would eat some easy mac and cheese and have my mom fix us some badass french fries. damn those were the days. i can't wait to see him and cody sat. it will be the shit. last night me and jordan went to taco bell and hungout. i love that kid more and more everyday. i talked to holly on the phone last night for a long time, her phone went dead. i love talking to that girl. well i haven't had that much work today. i think i am going to price my tattoos after work today. well im outty. i love you holly.
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Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
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well im sitting at work and being pissed off about my payheck. i got 100 dollars taken out of my paycheck for taxes. i only made $414.43. im so pissed. i need money really bad cause i want to get tattoos. im trying to finish out my leg. if anyone wants to donate money to this charity, make it out to matts poor and needs tattoos, thank you very much. well i went to pib, vendetta, traitor, and glasseater show. it was pretty fun. kelly is such a bad ass and she and others know why. thank you kelly for drawing my tattoos for diego. this sat. cody is coming down to see me. im stoked.we are going to havve arnold fest at p diddy house. friday is going to be the shit, me and holly are going to eat at MAMA MIA'S. i think im trying to go get tatted up friday before we go eat. joradan iscool as shit me and him are becoming pretty close. lately i have had alot of things to do at work, which is bad ass. well i gotta get back to doing those things. i love you holly, and friends.
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
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damn,last night was the shit. i haven't had that much fun at a show in along time. i agree with gene, that was the best show that atl. has seen in awhile. moshing it up for PIB, which played very well was the bomb diggity. i fucking love terror more and more each time i see them. i introduced holly to all my friends last night and i think she felt alot more comfortable around all of us and it made me really happy too. jordan is the shit because he is so damn nice, i love that kid to death. i fucking miss all of the atl. kids. i love them so damn much. i miss powell alot to. i am really damn tired because i had to wake up at 5 this morning and go to the military base to get an ID made. im tired. i love holly morever, she is a blast. im going now.
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| Mood: |  hopeful. | | Music: | any song with the name holly in it. |
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sitting at work wishing that i could see that sweet, pretty face today. cuddling at MBU is my forte, and she is quite good at it herself. grabbing a bite to eat with her is awesome, we always have fun sitting in my car talking about funny things. taking her home singing extremely loud with her is a blast. having my doll drive me around makes me feel special, quite a good driver the doll is. wrestling with my girl his fun aas hell, she makes me laugh so much. knowing that there is someone always there for you is the best thing to know in the world. i hope i am as good to her as she is to me. WOW is theonly word i think of when i think of her. i love you.
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ok i me t a guy awhile back that claims that he is straight edge. the only problem i have withthis is that he doesn't listen to hardoreor punk music, a matter of fact he hates that type of music. i know that you don't have to listen to hardcore music to be straight edge but if you don't know anything about your roots then your not really straight edge. straight edgeisa way of life but it has a kind of philosophy behind it. if you don't know the philosophy or know how straight edge started then you are not straight edge. a person that claims a belief needs to know the background of it. if you are christian then you better no more about it than i do beause i don't believe. and if someone asks you how straight edge started and you don't know then you might aswell go ahead and burry yourself beause im coming to get you. i take offense to this because i can't stand people that don't know their bakgrounds, its called being a poser. i know that everyone has been a poser including myself but when i posed for something i sure is hell made sure i knew what is was all about. if you are not to sure what it means then you can ask me but if you don't make the first step about finding out then you are a complete dumb ass.
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well another boring day here at work. i was thinking yesterday that i do have the best job in the world because i get paid to do absolutley nothing. if i do actually have work it is only about an hours worth. well this morning i woke up early and i picked up holly and went to breakfast, which was quite awesome because i love seeing her. i took her to school after that and saw two friends that have graduated. they were there to wath the video that was dedicated to diego. fabian came up to me and we all descided to go to catherine's(diego's girlfriend) class to watch it. the dedication video was awesome i thank everyone that participated in it. that video was really sad. i tried not to cry but i couldn't. well i went home after saying goodbye to fabian and catherine. i took about a hour and a half nap and woke up and came here, where i am typing this on the computer. i amso bored right now and all i can look forward to is seeing holly tonight. i think we are going to watch "my boyfriends back," which is a awesome movie i might add. i want to go to the terror show but if diego's funeral is on that day im not going. well i have nothing else to say right now. laters
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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well im at work again and im bored as hell. im pissing people off by talking about diego alot lately. im still going to talk about him even though it is depressing because all i can think about is him and it sucks that i can't talk or see him ever again. THANK YOU MATT NORTHPOINT AND INSTILLED FOR THE SONG THAT YOU DEDICATED TO ME, SORRY I COULDN'T BE THERE. i worry way to muh about dumb things and can't help. i care alot about little things and people. i wish that i could please everyone all the time and that is what i try to do. i idol my grandfather and he is always able to make people happy and able to keep promises very well. im sorry that my life has so many problems and i bother you with them all the time. i am going to try my best to focus more on you instead of little petty things, i love you and you better know it. you rock my world and you are really good at keeping me inline. i love you. goddamn im so bored. i bet you guys have never anyone say this except for me. i want work sitting at a comp. 4 out of the 5 hours you work sucks. im not a real big fan of comp. im going sweep the floor or something. this is rediculous. i might read the newspaper but what the fuck am i going to do for 4 hours. shit!
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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
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well im sitting at work once again and not doing shit. i figured out that i have lived quite a rough life. i have had several driends die and im only twenty. i know people in their 30's that has not known of anyone die that was close to them. im thinking of getting a tattoo with diego and john k. name in them. if i had to choose out of all the friends that i knew that has passed then i would have to choose them two because they were like best friends to me. its so hard to get over a lose friends death i have done it a few times before. i have came to a realization that life is not that great really because people die. i love diego and hos family and i wish the very best for them. the rincon family has the best characteristic in the world and that is loyalty. its so hard to actually accept that he is gone forever. i wish i knew what life has to bring me in the future. well while i am on a sad note another friend that is in the same infintry as diego is MIA( misssing in action ). fuck, war sucks so bad but i give it up to the soldiers fighting for having guts. war doesn't bring anything but sorrow. last night i went to the school play and all i thought about was when me and diego were in plays. damn i had so muh fun with that kid. well i am sorry to the friends that i haven't talked to lately, i have had alot on my mind. i love you all!
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GODi can't stop thinking about diego. i wish i had all the answers in the world. the first thing i wouldget ananswer for is why did diegoof all people had to die. well last night was full of tears. everyone that graduated with me was there and almost everyone was crying, some tried not to but couldn't help it. i wish i could be there for his family because diego meant alot to them. last night was horrible it brought only tears and questions of why him. this whole situationis really shitty and i found that out last night. it hit me really hard and i couldn't keep the tears in anymore. it felt really good to cry. diego will always be remembered as a great loving friend. i remember all the times we hungout. unlike others the times that i spent with him was very important and remeberful. diego was such a mess through out high school he was unprepared all the time hehehehe. you could never get mad at the kid because he would just make you laugh. i remeber every 6th and 7th periods we would drive around in his mustang listening to BIG WILLIE STLYE. he always had dumb music that we could listen to that would make us stop thinking about the other shit going on in our lifes. during grease me and diego bonded alot even though we were already really good friends. we would see each other everyday and it was the shit. i remember the only time he let me drive his ar he was so scared he was so damn funny. every class i ever had he knew where it was because some time during that period i would see diego walk by the window and try to get me to laugh and get in trouble by mooning me or showing me his junk. he was always out to get a smile from anyone, and himself had a huge smile that made the rooms glow. i can't get the piture of us at proms and riding in the limos and rididng in his mustang out of my mind. i am so thankful for the time that i got to spend with him, it was so precious. i remember that we would have so much fun when prom season came around because me, lewie, and diego would all go to big gay bob to get fitted for our tuxedos. we had such a blast. i am really glad that diego enjoyed his life thouroghly. i love you diego. thank you friends for being there for me i love you all.
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well this weekend was the worst weekend i have ever had. friday was a good day but the only. i went to da bomb and saw some friends and got to see holly and let her drive me around everywhere, it was a blast. saturday roles around and i hangout with holly whih was awesome. i went to da bomb again to see PIB and had lots of fun. we all descided to go to see gene for his birthday. we all followed steven, i was waiting for him to pull out and out of nowhere a huge truck flys by me going 70mph and came inches from hitting me. me and powell would have died if we would have got hit. my life seriously flashed before my eyes. so we didn't go to gene's because brooke from nashville ran over a curb and flattened 2 tires. that night was really scary. the next day i go over to a friends house that i graduated with and found out that my really close friend died in the war on sat. morning. diego was the fucking coolest person i have ever been friends with and now he is gone forever. it makes you think about life in general, and how bad it really is. life does a lot of fucked up things. i have four more friends that are in the same infintry as diego and i really want them to come home safe. im so fucking upset about diego.
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well im at work again and i have nothing to do, i have only been here for about 15 min. this is going to be a long ass day. i am so excited because i get to see holly tonight, i haven't seen her in a week. i know its sounds stupid but i really love seeing her, she is the coolest. powell is cool, straight edge is cool, and some other stuff. powell might be the funniest bastard alive. i love being around that kid he makes me laugh. last night me and chris went to get ice cream. i miss hanging out with the ATLiens. i am just rambling on im going now.
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